This is whats new

First of all i have like no followers except for three so i dont even know why i write on my freaking blog. i guess mostly for my family (sisters and brothers) who live far away, and to give me something to do every once in a while, like right now because im laying in bed not being able to sleep (i can never sleep, at this point its impossible.) Anyways so here is the run down on whats been going on in my life. I started school, i am taking psychology and sociology. So far it isnt bad, i just hate doing homework and i procrastinate so im always doing it last minute, but at least i get it done and turned in receiving pretty dang good scores, we will see how long i can keep it up, especially after tests start popping up, baby gets here and so on. Next item, I am now 36 weeks! holy cow i have come a long way, but its still not over yet 4 more weeks but maybe he will surprise me and come a little sooner. (probably not but i can hope right?) I did pass my glucose test i mentioned in my last post so thats good, im measuring right on schedule, and as far as i know everything with baby is going well. I am starting to worry now though about everything that is headed my way, and soon! I worry about contractions, pushing, how long ill be in labor for, if he is going to be head down or not, if im going to have to have a c section, if he is going to be ok after he comes out, what is it going to be like having to take care of a child for the rest of my life. I think im freaking myself out a little too much but then again i am so excited for him to be here, i cant imagine what its going to be like to finally have him! Im trying to enjoy my last few weeks of baby free time but im pretty ready to be done.

36 weeks.

• Sleep? what sleep?
• starting to get some nice red stretch marks
• Still working out, hoping it will help get him here sooner!
• my back is starting to bother me, but only when i lay down.

Other than feeling tired all day long but never getting any sleep im feeling pretty good.