I was bored

i just needed to right a post because i was bored... i have been really bored for the past few weeks and i just dont know what to do. after work im bored and the days i dont have work im bored but i still would rather be home than be at work.. because i just like the feeling where i dont have to be anywhere at any certain time and when im at work im even bored cause the kids are so easy to take care of and i dont know what to do .. anyways things that have gone on in the past little while since i posted last. first swiss days, i didnt like swiss days this year, it was hot and there wasnt even good food, texas twisters were 6 dollars a piece, and there wasnt really anything there i just had to buy so i only went to swiss days for about an hour. Second i have been applying for extra jobs so i can keep a little bit more busy and save up some money for this little nugget.  (only seasonal so when i have the baby i wont have to quit). and third i have been waiting and waiting to feel my baby but i just cant seem to feel it and i am almost 20 weeks. i will be on monday. so friday i called the doc and i kinda lied about a certain something and pretended like there was something wrong so i could go in and listen to the heart beat to make sure it was still alive in there. i know i worry too much but i just had to make sure. im glad i got reassured when i heard the little thing and everything sounded great . now i have to wait one more week till i get my ultra sound . i cant contain myself im so excited! so stay tuned for the next post cause it will be the one where i get to tell the exciting news!